Poorly Written Solitary Rant

I know what keeps me from losing it. It is primarily other people. I keep up on my own, when I'm alone, when i have the chance to socialize. The opportunity to bounce ideas or anything off of others.

I won't lie, I love being around other people, but it has to be certain people, the people I consider confidants. You should know who you are, but it's not as if I know who reads this anyway. Well, aside from one person periodically. But that's beside the point, when I say 'I'm alone' that means I need certain people. The people who keep my head together because they let me roam, then they get me to come back, or they push my imagination to it's limit. They also, most importantly, accept me for who I am and don't often question my odd way of phrasing things.

Writing helps, but that still me on my own, and it's god forsakenly hot down here. I can't focus, not that I h ad muhc focus with this journal to begin with. This one's not one of my better ones, especially considering I repeated myself for two friggin' paragraphs. Hell, it's title is weak, but it says everything it needs to.

Now, I'm going to enjoy me a Luigi Ice, maybe lemon flavor tonight, and get my read on. Maybe I'll transcribe something from my Journal here.

Oh, that Journal. I'll explain a bit before I go. I started a regular journal on the 14th. It's the same stuff I write here, what's on my mind and contemplations. There are also stories. It's so I can let go of ideas, or even just write more. I haven't written a good fictional piece in a while, so that Journal is also for that. But it's also like this one in the fact that people will be allowed to read some of it, but certain excerpts for certain people. Writing about that werewolf chick reminded me about how I enjoy writing and haven't indulged in that in a while. I mean, aside from things like this.

The other thing about that Journal is that I can write anywhere. I don't care where I write, nor what I write. It's portable, where at this one is quite stationary, or obvious. I only hope that writing in it will help get me in the rhythm of writing like I used to.

Adios for now
:salute and bow:
Jasmine P.