June 24, 2010

Dream: Flustered Awake

So, in my continuing tradition of writing out my dreams when they're especially awesome, here's my dreams from this morning. I'd woken up at about 7:20 and put myself back to sleep because I'd barely slept 4-5 hours and knew I needed more sleep. I covered my eyes with a bandanna and this is what I dreamed of.
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I'd laid down to sleep, thinking about Jon. Nothing dirty, just pleasant, you know. I don't remember the early part of the dream but at one point I'm going through my refrigerator and start throwing out things that are spoiled, my Gramma is there or something. I head to the grocery store with Za and as we're walking through the store I tell her about Jon when he shows up. I decide 'to hell with shopping' and go with  hm outside where we talk for a minute or two. He seems to be nervous and coy, I am too; in the back of my head in my dream I'm annoyed that I can't say anything about the fact that I think we should try going out proper and not beat around the bush about liking each other. I have to leave, I have prior plans for the evening and leave. I get dressed for the evening in some sort of wrapping tube top shirt and pants/skirt (not sure which). I go to Sobo, but now Sobo is a bar/restaurant/club type lounge in a mall. I'm talking to the owner who is a cross between reg from Local Heroes; Duff, from Ace of Cakes; Gordon, from Sobo and one or two other guys. I start talking about Jon and being into him. The bar/club/restaurant owner seems to be aggravated about the entire situation and sends a text message to someone. He's giving me advice that sounds like he knows who Jon is and about the situation and most importantly that he knows that Jon likes me. We continue talking and the waitress, some Asian chick, is odd and sort of rude. Owner-man says he was happy to help and it only costs him $60 to help, I'm a little confused then Jon shows up...again, I know. He had some convoluted plan in the works for three months to get to know me ad to tell me he liked me. I think he's silly that he didn't just come out and say it from the beginning. I'm now flustered and start thinking I'd kiss him, or that I'd like a kiss from him I wake up. 

I try to get back into the dream, but no, I'm pretty much wide awake, which is pretty damn irritating. I lay in b thinking things over because there's not much else I can do but be irritated that I haven't seen Jon since Friday, not really, so I can't really do anything. Yeah, there's facebook and I have his number, but I get crazy embarrassed at the thought of saying anything over the phone. Yeah, I'm an idiot, I know. 

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So dreams...yeah.

Jasmine P.

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