The week in a few paragraphs

Today was peaceful.

But to begin, let's start with last week. I went out to dinner 4 times, ridiculous, Sunday dinner, Wednesday dinner at Waffle House, Friday night, dinner #2 at IHOP then over to Doumar's for ice cream, then a lunner at La Herradura on Saturdya with Wesley House people and Lizabeth.

Today was also the first day in over a week that I haven't seen Lizabeth, but it's alright, i got ot hang out with C.R., very relaxing hanging with CR.

Hmm, last week i felt my winter depression return, again. It was annoying, after practice on Tuesday I went out to the cliff by the river and dug a hole with my bare hands because i had to think through somethings. I came to the conclusion that i did want a boyfriend, and I figured out why. The problem is there's no guy I really like so I've got no one to direct these feelings, so I think I take comfort around anybody, or any guy. Hell, because I had to do something on Monday I ended up spending the evening at Glenn and Zorro's with Glenn watching 'The Last King of Scotland' It was interesting watching a movie with Glenn, he's silly.

Wednesday we went out to Virginia Wesleyan to Tidewater FC, that was nice. Rhonda was friggin awesome and Dave Catoe was not half as scary then as he was on the 8th. I reviewed the parries, 6,4,7,8 and kind of learned some new things.

Thuesday I spent lots of time with Lizabeth and blah blah blah, classes and such. Practice as usual then nothing special.

Last week I had a fixation on a friend of mine and thankfully I've moved past that. I spent most of Friday at Wesley house and Saturday there also. Saw the Birds and was most amused. There were a lot of masturbation jokes, but they made me laugh. Friday, I took Zorro, Nick D and Lizabeth to the greenhouse on the top of MGB. Zorro and nick were all sorts of excited which made me more excited and amused to be up there. We also wandered around and I think I have a new perception of Nick, Zorro and Sean [Sean from other interaction]

Nothing special today. Hung out downstairs with CR which was quite pleasant because we haven't really seen each other in a while. It also calmed me in a way. My guy friends, especially do that. Any of them, well, not quite any, but a few of them for sure. I'm not sure why I'm so comfortable around them, but I just am. I really do prefer to stay with guys. I think having had two brothers made me that much more comfortable with being around guys.

Adios for now
:salute and bow:
Jasmine P.